Wowza!

I was inspired by Chris to update my blog since it's been a freakin' while....lots to catch up on.

I haven't been very creative....I find myself totally happy with just watching tv and reading copious amounts of e-books....I get a dull sensation that I am wasting my talents but I have to wonder if that's really how I feel or if that's guilt talking. I used to be so good at creating and now I'm scared of it...or, intimidated by it. I feel like I've lost all sense of how to assemble things, how to make things beautiful, and I'm not sure what to do about that.